Tuesday, March 28, 2006
change sucks
i hate changes and i want my life back!
what is going to
happen in e future.
11:11 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
when crying e hell out wont help
when talking to friends wont help
when you turn ard and theres no one there
when you yearn for someone to love uu.
just to know you re not-perfect-enough
something is wrong and i cant tell myself too
there jus this deep mixture of sorrow and sadness buried inside me
and it wont come up
i just wish it would end
and i ll be running in the field with my heart and soul free
and that someday will come.
i wish.
24/7 thinking.
i miss school.
10:38 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
you know tt ad of starhub with tt lil boy being kidnapped and rambles off alot of things that in e end the kidnapper drops him off?
its certainly true tt u get alot of info frm cabletv.
i ve situated myself in frt of the cabletv this few days. watching discovery channel n animal planet and e usual chinese shows. loads of trivia info, and i think im becoming knowledgeable! *grins. okays.
here's one. what is e only animal on e earth in which e male gives birth to its offsprings?
i feel absolute proud*** and im enjoying decaying in my house too.
11:24 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
we were trying to relive our childhood memories on e swings in private grounds when diana's and my butt were hurtin madly. anw diana ernest came over my hse trying to attempt to play badminton for 3 seconds. i dunno what happened to em.
anw life can be an extreme drag sometimes. and all i can do is to sink myself in all e vcds i can dig out of my house. and to pour my feelings out when watching e repeated shows. and i think its time to job hunt. i feel so life-less. inject some life to my life. the great thing is im meeting fiona to catch Walk e Line tml. Reese Witherspoon won an oscars for that! and shes really pretty.
and i wish someone would tell me the secrets to become pretty. "mirror mirror. would u pls tell me who's e prettiest?" i dont this ll help. life is such a bore im becoming a lifeless potato couch all rolled into one!
11:15 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
to ernest : i nv squeese onto that bus first! and i nv overshot the stairs by so much. i overshot becux i want to go and call diana back. tagging someone's blog is fun beyond description. (:
2:28 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
last friday was spent with my class. and diana shoppin' b4 tt. followed by van who was so teeny lil bit late. like real. anw diana wear the clothes like hers like tt.
hah. becux it was too ex for her! (: i sure not blog abt myself in case i throw my face. see this pretty pic next!
disguting us. but look at diana wearing skirt la. *grins.
anw as the co-organiser of the steamboat, i would really like to thank those who kept their promise and joined us and plus have alot of fun! we almost walked the whole of singapore aft tt, im sure. but it was good for the body as we were exercising. we walked thrugh tall grass hiddden with snakes and mud, and i insist at one part, there a look-alike corpse. while vanessa was grabbing lil flower. i was busy screaming and grabbing 8th flower. im sure e two guys almost went deaf that night. (: haha.
then when we were on the way, 8th flower who is ernest-cum-triangle pants did an disgusting act by rushing up the bus to grab seats. leaving the three of us behind. story's a lil distorted. but i shant distort my image in my own blog! cant blift ernest! *grins.
anw saturday saw me meeting my jc girls in town. and minshan has outrightedly declared she is searching for a bf. followed by me and kats whining to help us find too. hah. she seems more concerned abt herself thou. jus kiddin. ttalk not muchs, but enjoyed the company (:
and im so not changing courses animore. i ll jus stix by the same old flower gang next sem. *worried.
4:31 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
MOMENTS IN LIFE
There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don't see the one
which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human, and
enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.When you were born, you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying.
1:11 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
some people have everything - looks and brains. while some have nothing.late night studying has finally come to an end with the end of exams. with the end of exams, comes the A level results. the phase of JC is finally over, pple ard me wont be talking abt it anymore - period.
i can jus melt in frt of the tvee and computer. dont even want to raise my hands to do anything. im so planning a trip to hong kong by myself. for my family. with no knowledge on the country at all. my dad is planning to leave everything to me. irks. anw i want to plan a trip to genting! i want to go there with some of my friends. interested parties, please leave a tag. hahh./ our class seems to have no response at all. hahhs.
im not really sure what i want to do with my life at times. sometimes when im in control, i feel so satisfied.
when i lose control, it seems like im standing on a rope, trying to cross to another side. desperately.
and the day saw me smiling to myself regularly.
1:16 AM