Sunday, October 30, 2005
wheee school is starting is less than 18 hours. its gg to be soo not funn again.arrrrgggghhhh. and my classes is super disgustingly looonnngg.on a good note. ive been re-reading harry potter and the globet of fire in anticipation of the movie.whoo. its gg to be nice.nice.nice. x 100 times
9:12 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
32 more days to the last of As.
im certainly looking forward to the days after A levels!! like anybody taking the As. i had the exact same sentiments.
its sucha joy thinking of that. 2 years of hard work paying off. determining ur fate in the few hours in the exams hall. sweeties. pls defeat the monsterAs and lemme join in the party toos. i want to go crazzy with all of uu. to share the joy.
and i got my share of blessings today. thou its like 2 weeks early. but i still appreciate the effort to get me the present b4 As begin. and i just love my sweeties.
there, my pretty bunch of flowers and my pretty high-class wallet.
i needa mark down today so i cud look back and laugh at the silly things i ve done.
aniw i keep meeting swiss people nowadays. today i saw yanbin and shaun,and boy do they look different. and they are all going to be enlisted in NS soons. shocking. and still shocking. "For myself, I am an optimist-- there does not seem to be much use being anything else. "Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965) British prime minister during WWII
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11:00 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
eva thot of your comfort zone?
wells, i have.
my comfort zone is obviously the sofa seat tt have been flatten cux of e long times my butt is implant there.
on a note. i think my most comfortable times ll be the 4 years i spent in swiss. i always think theres nth i cant conquer back there. upon leaving there, i ve seen the world in a more cruel way. pple in swiss are innocent and naive and nice and etc. pple i met aft tt aint exactly the same. i miss my sec sch life all of a sudden.
reverse back to one year. i was preparing for promos.
reverse back to two years. i was preparing for O levels.
coming back to the present. im still seated in the flatten down sofa seat. thinking abt my life and what i want.
im seventeen heading to eighteen. eighteen sounds old to me. thou its a year difference, it jus seems far from seventeen.
i cant rem eva feeling old.
i think im lonely. and left out. thats why i tend to think of old old things.
"Forecasting correctly gives you no edge if everyone else has the same forecast. The real value is in accurate ideas that defy the consensus. "
-J. William Gurley, Partner, Hummer Winblad Venture Partners
9:31 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
and im typing with perfectly manicured fingers now. ooh la la~
9:16 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
i totally forgot tt i was supposed to get my exams results today.until i got a sms when i was still half alseep and w/o notice i was looking straight at a few wierd numberings and letters and i realised its my result slip!! omg, i wasnt even prepared.. but i let out a relief when i realised i did not bad for my exams. got 3 AD, 1 A, 2B+ and 1 B. finally, after a year of torment and struggling to pass in SA, at least now im passing everything.aniw i realised my feet is HUGE. i mean i dont realise it now, i jus realise the problem tt came with it.and nobody knows how irritating it is to have giant feet cux im damn pissed with my stupid feet now. due to its irritating fast pace of growth when i was young, i was now forced to wear shoes tt are not soo nicee. i can squeeze into shoes occassionally with a few effort but most of the time, they cant even go alll the way!! lucky i collected a galore of ideas to know how to convert the cheap plain shoes to those quite pretty and colourful shoes tt im soo addicted to..and i totally have no interests in looking for pretty shoes due to my not-so-nice feet.. and lucky addidas have come up with some pumps and i think im gg to get a pair to fit my HUGE feet.think its not nice to talk abt my feet.on a heavier note, i think im quite unhappy with the fats hanging ard me too. hah!"It does not take much strength to lift a hair, it does not take sharp eyes to see the sun and the moon, it does not take sharp ears to hear a thunderclap. That which everyone knows is not called wisdom. "
-Sun Tzu, The Art of War
9:22 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
im darn bored at home!!!!will someone pls bring me out?thou im practically gg out every other day.im mad.i hope sch will reopen soons.or more $$ pls come, or a job come to me!! my money is depleting extremely fast at this rate."A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination. "
-Nelson Mandela
12:22 AM