Saturday, November 27, 2004
so sad,my bali trip cancel cux there's no return air tix..haix..nvm,i'll haf fun in singapore wif ALL my friends whom i'll miss dearly..yeap,all of u all...but there goes ur xmas pressie..realised i cant be spending much as to save for my poly expenses as it is aLOt..hmm,sorry k?i'll get one for u kat,haha,one cheap pressie..no la,i will k?miss ya too and the rest of my dearies..too
10 more days to freedom to more and more and more and more shopping spree coming my way,im way too excited..blehs
11:34 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
todae i came home early..gt my 1st pay,nothing much,looking forward to my 2nd pay and my bali trip is confirm..
aniw i feel like i haf a gap wif all my friends,i haven even go poly and there's this new gap soo soon.i dunno how to say,all of them r obviously leaving mi one by one and princess is starting to feel lonely in this world..wad is happening to me..i haf no idea,is it supposed o be my fault..
im not gg to sentosa on sat cux my supervisor obviously tinks i shd work OT tt dae,and then i told em they were like huh?why u lidat wans,my fault again..wtf(i dun usually sae tis)im definitely pissed wif em..
everyting is my fault and no-one else's fault..lemme stress again..u all think im realli hapi to leave sajc and start from scratch..all of u are WRONG..it hurts mi as much to stay and it hurts mi more to hafta leave all the wonderful things and friends i'll not be able to see in a long long time and maybe lost contact..lemme make it clear,im not totally happy!!!!
okie,im definitely too pissed to continue
one last ting to add: if u all tink im not a great friend,aniw or anyhow,so be it..i live my life and i am hu i wana be..no-one,i mean no-one can change mi
LIFE SUXS
10:49 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
2dae is sandra birthdae..i hope she sees this thou she's away in thai now but aniw,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SANDRA!!
aniw ysd i escape my daily routine of work and home,and mit up wof kat and fion for dinner
*includes some gossiping and abit of catching up* sorry yeanling nv get u cux its a last min ting
oh,todae was the class outing to watch the movie shutters..i tot it was cancelled,but i oso dun feel like watching tt movie and the tix r soo ex..zori pingx..nxt time ba
soo,todae i went to work and shamelessly requested to sit back wif my friend,and the kind hearted lady sae yesh but ask us nt to tok much..we dun care,we tok all the way,and hor,toking makes us work faster cux we wun feel like sleeping lo,so y not?haha,and then,i practically feel like im watching
shutters as my friend told mi all abt the details..its a nice horror show but i nv eva watch horror in my whole life..ask kat,i felt asleep at her hse when we were watching some scary showa..aniw my friend told me the whole details and some converstaions too,haha..its nice of her,feels not as scary as b4..and i tink the whole movie is onli scary cux tt ghost was all along wif the guy...eeew,i'll stop telling u all,go and watch the show..ahhha,i onli watch
chick flicks..
nxt im gg to work real hard to earn lots of
$$ so i wun be blogging much..becux its the last 17 days,must as well pia all the way so i can buy real pritty tings le..yay!im gg to buy some x'mas gifts,so u all can name some lo,i'll try..dun gif me tings like mp3 and hp and new compuer,i'll box u..jus tell me ur tots,nt cfm i get for u,if it exceed my budget and it dun mean i'll buy for all too..my close babes,feel free to write..heex..but stix to the rules,ahhha
and maybe saturdae im gg to take a break and go sentosa chill off mif mt dearest 04s73 peeps..but i seriously dun feel like gg sentosa la..they threarten mi to go..i even plan wad to wear if we go town,but they
THREATENED mi..well,i'll still see whether i wana turn up..im soo guilty if im nt gg
everyone is soo busy wif working for
$$..hmm,take cares to all those working and mux haf fun or it'll be meaningless..love ya all,and yups,abby,i miss ur sunshine smile and the girlie cute looks too..love ya..
im gg to slim down..will fill u all in if i suceed and tell u my
*secret* to slimming down..
im outta here..take care peeps,tata
9:02 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
my x'mas wishes
i seriously
NEED A REAL COOL JOB that i can hold on for 6mths..the current job suxs..im falling asleep every minute..anybody hu can offer that cool job pls tag mi..
im gg to get a 2nd pair of the same shoes i haf cux its too pritty and comfy..and i can wear it to poly..the netted ballet shoes
next,im not a tennis player or a netball gal but i realli wana buy one of those skirts in white colour wan,its too nice..i wana buy to go wif my
Ralph Lauren polo tee..ahh,im desperate for one..
of cux nxt is the n7610 im cfm getting
tt's all.its not too muchie rite..hope i gg to get it all b4 x'mas..lalalalalalala (:
9:29 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
hmm,here's a quick entry of wad happened todae..
dear diary,
i was late by
one tiny min and missed the company transport..so the lazy mi decided to go home to slp and report to work at 1pm,cant help it,ysd OT until 12am den reach home..haf been real busy sia wif earning $..den i met yeanling darling on the way home.tt's like sooo coincidence cux i miss her soo muchie u see and i nv expect to mit her..somemore wear soo ugly den let my friend see mi like sooo malu..realli la,i wore outdated jeans and tee to work,AND SPECS..its like supee ulu la..tt's mi..beauty consicous if i mit someone i noe..so i'll hide if i see my frenz and im like supee ugly..and back to yeanling,we were soo excited and chatted abit lo..hmm,love ya!
aniw at work rite,due to my lateness someone new took my place and now im NOT sitting wif my friends..its sooo unfair la..blehs,i was onli late cux i haf sth in the morning wah..AHH,i feel like stabbing tt guy wif the stix im using la..idiot..nvm,its still nice to haf frenz there..they sae wana all take leave one dae and go ice skating..haha..my resign date is confirm le..8th dec,so dearies..we shall go shopping spree aft tt le!!!haha,im sooo looking forward to tt dae and its oso the dae i'll get my pay and im oso getting my new hp tt dae..yesh!!!
like kat,when i sit down alone to do my work and i tot of alot of things again again and again..fr i start work to i end work all in my own dreamland,im becomin' such an expert daydreamer..im tinking of all the tings i nid to buy,whom i own the bdae gifts(alot) and oso to get who x'mas gifts....blah blah blah..alot lo..cux gt alot of free time wah..haha,sometimes i oso tink wad's gg to happen to mi..
my mum says i haf no social life..she ask mi go get a boyfriend and practically putting $$ in my hands to get mi to go out..i agree,i nid to get a life man,party time will be in dec..im counting down to it..tts all for todae..thanks i got this nice blog to spill out my tots if nt im realli feel like i been life is strangling mi..
*oops,it went too long to being a quick entry* heex
10:30 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
todae at work was hilariously fun..hmm its getting more merrier at work and i dun feel as bad as 1st dae..im actualli starting to enjoy it man..i get to sit down take my own sweet time to do my work and enjoy the cooling air-con and its an easy job..not to mention the crAPPing ard wif all the seventeen yr old pple and laughing till the stomach pain and nobody cared abt us..just one ting to beware is to watch out for the SUPERVISOR sophia..wad a evil witch,but i tink she nt gg to bother abt us cux we sit way far from her view...so wad more can i ask for??haha,yeap,one ting to haf great food..the food dere suxs but nvm,its still considerable a nice job wif great $$..so minshan,sit back and relax like mi..haha..good good,finally..but im quitting in dec to go on a holidae to BALI..hopefully my dad kips his promise and bring mi dere and i shall go dere to do some shopping too..hahaha...den i maybe go for class chalet lo..den is x'mas le..faster,hu wana book mi on x'mas eve and x'mas dae?faster b4 im all booked up!! -heex- blehs..to those reading this,i love ya all and miss ya all,muacks,
JESSIE ,haf fun for ur cip trip and pls,i hope i wun see ya soon ) : and the above doesnt apply to u...
8:26 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
hey im back,i cant hear the music in my own blog,can u all?tag mi to lemme noe..aniw its irritating cux im listening to music and i couldnt get tt ting to stop,so it doesnt matter,but its does matter whether u guys can hear!!
todae im working agian cux of the 2x pay,and cux i dun tink my work is soo
f***ingly irritating liaoz..cux i get to sit wif a bunch of seventeen yr old which makes time at work flies..im separated fr minshan, i will regret tis,but i miss her a teensy bit..yeap,kat,im nt tt pathetic separating wif ms,i even consider to work thrugh..cux i gt crappy friends dere,dun worry..(:
hmm,there's this relief teaching tt gets high pay but kathie is nt interested,i'll try applying but if i get it,i may nt go for it..for kat's sake..arent u touched baby?
once i get my pay,im gg to go for everyting i haf eva wanted to buy..nothing's stopping mi..i haf been slogging in tt ulu factory to get all the pritty things coming my way im nt gg to let it go..haha
i miss yeanling and kat and sajc and michelle and bingting and sok and sandra and fiona and minshan thou i see her everydae and sharon and all the sms pple eva send mi..and my class of 04s73 and all the peeps i haf nt seen..i'll miss my nice sch u too..sobs,i hafta leave all dose wonderful stuff behind for a blur future and im sad..dun tink im nt..haix,wad to do?
i'll be strong and pull it thrugh,thou i haf 2 yrs wasted than u all,i'll be a beautiful air stewardess in the end..haha,my friends..love ya all..muacks
and ya,i hate jessie..she humilated mi and use vulgar ugly words on mi!!
9:08 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
todae at work was abit beta cux i get to sit beside one of my new friends and hope it gets beta so i wun hafta quit early..
*i wish.....*
and i miss sch!!but no choice hafta start nxt june in a totally new campus..
*i wish it will be fun*
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belongA
nd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
yeap,welcome to my new life..which fits the lyrics above perfectly..catch ya all in the nxt entry..muacks
8:58 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
all da birthday presents
2dae i went to sch early and do the last lil bits of pw and when we hand in the file,'phew'..it was a relief,haf bin looking 4ward to it all along since pw started..hmm,now i can finally go quit sch le,which i'll in december..
hmm,besides the pw ting,the most excited thing is to get my presents..cux yeanling and minshen kip telling mi tt they haf got great presents for mi and haf been keeping mi in suspense for long..
the summary of all my presents..
michelle gave mi a
roxy necklace which is supee cool and nice de with a
pink nice wrapping
menghui gave mi a
pink pig which looks like mi?
fiona and sandra gave mi a
pink visor
yeanling and vien bought mi a 'princess diary'..realli its a diary tt is all
pinky and nice with the words 'the princess diaries' across it..its simply cool
lastly,sharon minshan wanting wanping and kat bought mi an
espirit handbag wif a tiara in frt..its limited edition..mux be ex..and its nice
yeap,dunno wad i done to deserve all this great presents fr u all..thanks babe and i love em all..muacks to u all..
no nid to mention the dreadful work todae..arrghhh..
i love my friends..tata
7:31 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
its a tuesdae..nt like any other norm tues..its a special tuesdae cux its my birthdae..but i feel absolutely nothing at all..no bdae songs not happy at all..
its the 2nd year im spending my bdae lidat cux last year was at O levels..lucky i nv take A levels,if nt 3 yrs in a row lidat and im not happy at all!!
okie im gg thrugh the whole lot here..my birhday wishes!!
on 8th nov--xiaoshi msg mi
8th nov 11.58--sharon msg mi
9th nov on the dot 12am--bingting called mi and i was touched
9th nov on the dot 12am too--fiona princess sms
9th nov on 12.02am--sandra sms
9th nov on 12.16am--huiping and yeanling sms
9th nov on 02.25am--jezze sms
9th nov on 10.11am--huiyu sms
9th nov on 12.29pm--charles
9th nov on 12.49pm--michelle to say im one day nearer to a queen!!
9th nov on 1.05pm--jiade
9th nov on 2.15pm--bishi
9th nov on 3.59pm--ziwan
9th nov on 4.51pm--vivek
9th non on 5.52pm--menghui
9th nov on 5.56pm--shuying
9th nov on 7.22pm--georgie
9th nov on 08.59pm--janice called
**some on msn
this were the sms tt kept mi happy whole day and thou i sound pathetic,they realli do..
thanks babes and princessess and dudes..
yeap,den i sat on the bus for 1.5 hrs tinking of alot of things and of cux things werent looking up..i onli hope tt my life will nt be as complicated as it is..and tt everyting will be sorted out soon..i nid a float so that i wun drown in this world..
a birthday tt does not turned up well..tata
11:10 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
todae i woke up early and went to this factory wif minshan to work,yesh work..the pay was high so we decided to gif it a try..pui was all i could say..we were sitting on the chairs from 10am onwards and besides the lunch and tea breaks we were practically doing the same ting like 200 over times lo..hmm,we hafta check the parts of a hard-disk part whether its contaminated..oh,its supee easy and at the same time..it bored mi to death..im gg to find a new cool jobs so pple if u haf any recommendations,pls intro mi..aniw i gonna work till nxt june leh..i dun wana stix wif the BORING ulu job..im quitting on 8 dec aniwae..yesh!!
aniw i promise u all x'mas presents but dun tink i can make it le..no income and im gonna buy my nokia7610 on 8th dec..gg broke soon le..hmm,but i'll still try..cux i love ya all..im outta here (:
8:51 PM
part 2 of the royal celebration
went out with all the nice princesses,kat sandra and fion fr america..oh ya,fion went into topshop and try these 2 sets of miniskirts wif this low clevage tee..and its looks stunning on her but too ex. for us..haix,wait till i go on the shopping spree aft my pay..
one ting nice abt 2dae is the neoprints we took 2dae,it was simply jus nice i tell u all..go for the 10 bucks machine tt is absolutely good if u r crazy over neoprints,wad's more is its loong decorated time tt is like nv ending..go check out my friendster acc for all of tt..
i got yet another present fr fion and sandra tt is supee duper nice but dunno how to use la..haha..its a visor in pink colour..they mux haf tot im bimbotic to get mi tt colour..
nvm,tml im starting work tink im gonna die if i stll do not slp..all those my friends,beta be sure to msg or call mi on tuesdae,my lunch break at 12.20pm to 1pm..u all make sure..love ya all..
im soo in love wif pritty miniskirts and neoprints!!
12:50 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
jessie made this blog for mi for my 17th bdae and thou it was still 2 days away,i hafta work tt dae so got 2gether all those impt pple in my life to party in advance..
went out to town wif all my best friends(michelle),buddies(sok),pals(vien) and princes(jess and bingting) ysd..wadeva,they are just some realli impt pple in my normal lives..was almost afraid tt they all cant make it n when they turned out,its like 'im soo touched'..exept yeanling,but i dun blame u at all..
took neoprints wif vien and shelle which turned out not as good..heex,but enjoyed it!! (:
yesh,we acted like tai tai thrughout..no shopping ysd just some catching up and goofing ard in the cartel cafe at cineleisure and nooch(was it spell like tt,wadeva) the noodle bar in borders...
realli enjoyed it den we complained of a plastic in jess noodles and tt person jus said : 'oh,its like squid bones and we r nt supposed to remove it' we were all like duh??but wadeva,the truth is we dun wana pay for jessie bowl and tot we could get away wif it..we r a bunch of poor tai tai..but the food was great i hafta admit..thou the service was not half as good..
yesh totally haf fun wif the company of em and thanks michelle for tt nice lil present which i loved..
ltr meeting sandra fion for yet another bdae celebration..gotta get ready nw!!
11:35 AM
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mUAcks.. lOve ya.
2:17 AM