Monday, November 28, 2005
lifes been extreme busy busy busy.
im late for dinners every night. one week ago, i felt that im too free and ulu staying at home
(even my parents felt so, they were practically paying for me to get out of the hse.)a week ltr. im really struggling to meet up everyone and do my projects well and my homework on time.
i know i have been blogging practically everyday.
ysd i met sharon, kat, minshan and menghui. surprised surprised. they told me it was to celebrate my
birthday. not a formal one. to pass me my present i think. and my present burned a hole in all their pockets. i feel so bad. actually anithing is finne, sweeties. i ll appreciate the thought. aniw they got me this
extra gorgeous bracelet. and its the most ex. bracelet i eva got, i ll take good care of it.
thinking back. so many pple have changed.
no offence to
kat.
jus last year she was pretty and abit kiddish.
one year ltr. she turns up to be more pretty but mature and a woman now.
so many pple have changed.
and many more are changing.
i have soo many pple who is gg to do their hair.
like super rich or what? hah. but its nice to see a change.
esp a change for the better.and so. i decided im gg to change too.nope. im not gg to change my hair. im like not gg to spoil it or what, no matter how many pple tell me my hair's boring or my hair's ugly.
IM SIMPLY NOT GOING TO CUT IT short or shorter OR LET THE CHEMICALS TOUCH IT. i have thought abt dying. but think i might jus cry for the person to stop when he's abt to start fixing my hair. yeapp. ironic. but thats just what i ll do.
so get used to my boring hair. or stay away from mee!!
im a paranoid idiot. ohs. what ever.why did he have to be so extreme stupid. cant he see shes hurting him emotionally and physically. okae. not soo muchs as physical. but still. i feel sad for his stupidness.
12:56 AM
lifes been extreme busy busy busy.
im late for dinners every night. one week ago, i felt that im too free and ulu staying at home
(even my parents felt so, they were practically paying for me to get out of the hse.)a week ltr. im really struggling to meet up everyone and do my projects well and my homework on time.
i know i have been blogging practically everyday.
ysd i met sharon, kat, minshan and menghui. surprised surprised. they told me it was to celebrate my
birthday. not a formal one. to pass me my present i think. and my present burned a hole in all their pockets. i feel so bad. actually anithing is finne, sweeties. i ll appreciate the thought. aniw they got me this
extra gorgeous bracelet. and its the most ex. bracelet i eva got, i ll take good care of it.
thinking back. so many pple have changed.
no offence to
kat.
jus last year she was pretty and abit kiddish.
one year ltr. she turns up to be more pretty but mature and a woman now.
so many pple have changed.
and many more are changing.
i have soo many pple who is gg to do their hair.
like super rich or what? hah. but its nice to see a change.
esp a change for the better.and so. i decided im gg to change too.nope. im not gg to change my hair. im like not gg to spoil it or what, no matter how many pple tell me my hair's boring or my hair's ugly.
IM SIMPLY NOT GOING TO CUT IT short or shorter OR LET THE CHEMICALS TOUCH IT. i have thought abt dying. but think i might jus cry for the person to stop when he's abt to start fixing my hair. yeapp. ironic. but thats just what i ll do.
so get used to my boring hair. or stay away from mee!!
im a paranoid idiot. ohs. what ever.
12:56 AM
Friday, November 25, 2005
seeing her jus reminds me that she is constantly a repetiton of myself.
she likes to takes after my not-so-great style.
buy the things i like.
and do things the way i do too.
can she stop stop stop?
cux i dont think i can stand it muchs longer.
- when i see uu as myself, it doesnt feel that great anymore.
5:17 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
my eyes are failing me. i feel tired.
but im determined to finish my ocom project and next weeks tutorial b4 turning in to sleep.i hate projects. they are
killing my brain cells.
i nv regretted going
swiss or sajc becux of the friends i know. if i nv go swiss, i ll not have many sucha nice friends. if i nv go sajc. i wouldnt know my
princey and fion at all. and my sajc mates and my 1st 3 months funn times.
today i met yeanling and fiona sweeties. time can pass. but we ll still be as close,i think la. and i watch just like heaven which is super sweet. and becux im wearing
not-waterproof mascara, courtesy of van and bee skills, i had to hold my cheeks down to
prevent my tears from touching my eyelids. quite funny.
and we concluded that some guys are just pure stupid!! a certain someone we all know is extreme! haha, and the amazing fact tt we were once close with em amazed me too. i really cant seem to rem who ask who out tgt. which left us pondering?
im really tired now. but i hafta finish my ocom stuff. oh,
what a dread...
CIP posting. i dunno why did i ever submitted this blog add. but oh wells.
CIP is funn. we learnt alot of new stuffs abt ppt. those packaging and setting up a new website thing.
i could nv find out if CIP is invented. what great fun we have in CIP. and our tutor is very kind. i love this kind of computer module~
im quite looking forward to
tennis tml. cux i ll be playing with e
queen diana, and the funny characters in my tennis class!
- what did u see in my eyes?
10:39 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
i was supposed to turn in by now. cux school is taking a toll on mee. and i hafta take up more tuition jobs. cux im spending tooo muchss. but i want to keep up with my studies too.
everyone's busy blogging away. i took sucha long time reading their updates.
have u watched harry potter & the globet of fire. if u haven, what are u waiting for?
thou it was muchhs more fun indulging urself in the book. the movie is excellent too. im jus glad im born in this era when things like harry potter is happening. and when i read the book & watch the movies. i cried at the exact same moment. when harry's parents reappeared and u see harry grabbing cedric and wouldnt let go.. ahhs. why did they have to let harry go thrugh so muchs things. enuf abt the movie. im definately going to watch it AGAIN. tml is self-proclaimed holiday cux theres oni one lect on! but i have to turn up at vanessa's hse at 10am! life. aint. good. when u cant sleep in in this freeezing weather.- and when u cry. lemme know....
12:19 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
they insists i have to pose like this.and these are my
sweeties in school.plus amanda taking the pic!
and diana wants to act queen!
i love them sooo.
10:46 PM
today. is abit funn. five hours at my hse. two hours of setting up blog. two hours of ocomm. and one hours of playing with my clothes, heels, and make-up.
tt diana is so obsessed with heels. i know what to get for ur bdae le. diana. high heels~ heh. and we have misunderstandings. but no hard feelings. and then diana have fears of getting kicked out cux me and bee always scold her. u wont. i alr shake my pinky with uu!. whateva.
and i ve been seeing more of my friends online and im meeting up with all of em soons.
1st. michelle.
2nd. fiona. and will yeanling pls join us.
3rd. swiss girls plus bingting.
to celebrate many birthdayss.
4th. my a51 sweeties. sharon. minshan. huangping. kat.
5th. oops. yinghwee asked me to meet up.
6th. 04s73 girls.
7th. ruixian.
note : order not according to preferences. ((:-- will u whisper in my ear?
12:28 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
they have completed their A levels.if things turned up different last year.i would be be partying with em now.instead. im stuck with all my projects.if only.
im not regretting.
aniw congrats to my sweeties.u have completed another hurdle in life! im soo proud of all of uu.
nothing would change afterall. i realise. life is gg to get better. i hope..
1:18 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
harry potter is finally out!!
after a looooonnnnnngg wait.
catch it soons.
im catching it nxt tuesday!
and then. i realise my previous is too complicated
but aniw. i had suchs a funn time in
tennis today.
its nice working out.
and e day i ve been waiting for is finally herre!!!!!
btw
vanessa chng. this is dedicated to youu.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to youu ysd!
8:58 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
TA-DA!
my new layout.
changed proudly by I, myself and ME.
pls tag to comment.
anyways. jus when im complaining time flies too slowly. i realise nxt wed or thurs signifies freedom for a couple of my friends. very very excited indeed. tml i mayb gg for a freeee manicure. how great is that!!!
im feeling muchs better.
way better than a few days back.
im thrugh with posting quotes. cux im abit lazy.
3:58 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
the oni 3 pathetic pic that i took on my birthday
1st. i made a wish. with a ice-cream. hoping that all my friends will get into uni. or at least good grades.
then. diana tried to steal my ice-cream. with vanessa frowning at her ugly acts!
i got my ice-cream back and posed with the girl who wants to be the next best superstar.
becux of em. i had a fun-filled birthday. thanks babbes. lovvess.
11:31 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
i had e urge to cry. to jus spill e tears. thinking it ll make everything alright again. what the hell is happening to me?
11:42 PM
im losing myself.
losing my grip.
in a world of complicated world.
i feel like i dunno what im doing animore.
and i think she hates me. she seems jealous. or at least. she is not happy. but i dont seem to care.
she can carry on. hating me. herself. i dont really like her. too.
People need to be reminded more often than they need to be instructed.
-Samuel Johnson (1709-1784) English critic & poet
8:45 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
ever feel that ure so excited that u cant breathe?wows. talking to long time friends makes me feels tat. esp the tot we are all gg to meet up soons and do all the things really excite me. it seems that i cant concentrate in school anymore. cux everything jus seems to be in a fast pace and im anticipating the moment where everything wonderful ll be coming. and too bad,i still gtg school. with the darn timetable!whoops. cant wait for 2 weeks more! (:"Confidence is contagious. "
Vince Lombardi (1913-1970) Hall of Fame football coach
11:29 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
>
Horroscope starts like this:
"
Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor. (oh,this is mean)
Scorpios are famous for their affinity to dirty jokes and cheap porno movies. (not the least interested) They will spread rumors about their sexual conquests, cruelly smearing anyone unlucky enough to be involved with them. (so not me) " (
Read more Find yours)
11:08 PM
hahi got into tennis for my PE sorta thing in school aft diana's embarassing act. but still, thanks to her.and i always wonder how pretty can one person get. look at her. too pretty for our eyes,aint she? jus finish watching her drama show.devil beside u. i think she is too pretty to exist!
cheena shows. my fave.
"Honors and rewards fall to those who show their good qualities in action."
-- Aristotle (384bc-322bc) Greek philosopher, physician & scientist
10:28 PM