Sunday, January 22, 2006
if u get more irritating to me. im going to hate uu.
yesh i agree with huangping.
2006 is not starting out nice. and i dont think it ever will. its not freakin gg to happen. i mean happy new year. cux its jus gg to be another 365 days of toture and some ups in ur life.
mayb i shd jus get used to it. theres still 2007, 2008 blah blah blah.
11:13 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
so caught with school that i ve absolute zero blogging mood past few days. and all the CNY frenzy and the sharings on how we celebrated it then and now. the last mins shopping to see if i can get more tops. the trying on of a
zillion pairs of shoes and still dint manage to get a pair. even thou my mum offered to pay even if its expensive. reason being she know i wont fit into anyone oso. the non-stop going out for dinner but oni like met a dew pple oni. and the non-stop screaming of vanessa down my throat :
PLS-STOP-GOING-OUT-MADLY. thanks van. think my eardrums are malfunctioning after mixing with you girls. schools been hilarious. names-calling and maybe playing with amanda.bok. and finally today managed to reach home in the late afternoons. grab the chance to sleep like mad. eyes haven been its regular size becux of the sleep i lost. lost myself in the pile of projects. and the dobby tutor keeps nagging. cud have given her a punch in the face. the jam and the sardines packed 184 and 75 every morning w/o fail makes me desperate for a car. or at least someone who can chaffeur(i know i spelled this wrongly) me. like no way. who will want
a fat woman dozing off in their cars. the old bus uncles with no choice mayb and mayb my dad.
on a good note. the
rains is gone and the sun is up. i dunwan to get drenched during CNY in my new clothes. imagine wet hair,stick-to-the-skin clothes and unhappy and freezing cold greetings. *shruggs. im getting paranoid. cause aniw i ll be sitting in the car.
12:38 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
to lott. i cant seem to tag my blog, aniw heres the
addif u take more pieces of me. i think i ll cry scream and strangle myself. enough/
i watched the family stone today. it was a xmas movie. and i almost cried in one of the scenes. seriously, me crying in movie theatres is not a new thing, imagine me even crying watching the news. anyway, meeting up with fiona has always been fun. now tat everyone is working, i think i shall concentrate more on my school work which is seems muchs worst than last sem. this im sure. becux i hafta keep up with last sem grades. i wonder how i do it at times.
so i lost the interest to shop. i cant seeem to see anithing that catches my eye/ anything to revive my lost of interests for shopping. i seem to enjoy movies so muchs more now. something wierd is blowing itself into life.
and i hope sooon the ground will open and swallow YOU up.
11:52 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
i did a personality test for fun. cux i was too lazy to blog.
The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
1:22 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
5 things about myself. from yeanlings blog/
1. i hate teachers who anyhow called my name. i jus cant get it why they highly-educated brains cant pronounce sung as in sun*, like sing-sang-sung. simple grammar rights. sometimes i wonder why my parents dint gimme a english name jus becux they feel that i can choose myself when im sensible. seriously, i muchs rather im born with it.
2. i always had this feeling im gg to die young. so i always think abt what will happen when i died. who ll attend my funeral and who ll weep for me. and what happens to me aft i died. will i have an after-life?
3. i ALWAYS tell myself to tone down abit. i feel that im making pple suffer by my insistology. i ve been hoping to become a quiet girl. like muchs chance. *grins.
4. i enjoys bus rides alot. if im tired, i ll nap abits. if im not, i ll start my gawkathon. that is to gawk at pple secretlyly. i ll evasdrop too. if not, i ll think alot about stuffs. but i think it ll be great to have ur own private transport too.
5. i think im awfully wierd. *grins alot.
1:21 AM