so caught with school that i ve absolute zero blogging mood past few days. and all the CNY frenzy and the sharings on how we celebrated it then and now. the last mins shopping to see if i can get more tops. the trying on of a zillion pairs of shoes and still dint manage to get a pair. even thou my mum offered to pay even if its expensive. reason being she know i wont fit into anyone oso. the non-stop going out for dinner but oni like met a dew pple oni. and the non-stop screaming of vanessa down my throat : PLS-STOP-GOING-OUT-MADLY. thanks van. think my eardrums are malfunctioning after mixing with you girls. schools been hilarious. names-calling and maybe playing with amanda.bok. and finally today managed to reach home in the late afternoons. grab the chance to sleep like mad. eyes haven been its regular size becux of the sleep i lost. lost myself in the pile of projects. and the dobby tutor keeps nagging. cud have given her a punch in the face. the jam and the sardines packed 184 and 75 every morning w/o fail makes me desperate for a car. or at least someone who can chaffeur(i know i spelled this wrongly) me. like no way. who will want a fat woman dozing off in their cars. the old bus uncles with no choice mayb and mayb my dad.

on a good note. the rains is gone and the sun is up. i dunwan to get drenched during CNY in my new clothes. imagine wet hair,stick-to-the-skin clothes and unhappy and freezing cold greetings. *shruggs. im getting paranoid. cause aniw i ll be sitting in the car.
12:38 AM
someday u ll realise*

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