her THOTS

2006-06-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

2006-05-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

i am MOVING/ RELINK ok?

http://royalty-is-me.blogspot.com/

2006-04-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

what is it with old pple?

basically they are impatient, and i thot they ve e experience of the whole life to match?

one auntie make a frigging sound when i cut her queue to get e pepper/ i feel like shouting at her then n then. out of respect, i did not.

i thot i was a nice lady.but/

soon,april will come and past.

and i ll waste another month. AGAIN

ve been going for tuition and tuition n more tuition plus many shopping trips.

if im not tuitioning tt poor kid thats driving me nuts, im no retail theraphy,

been spending alot, all for the excuse of new sem. you know, new sem, new top, new bag, new bottoms and new shoes. jus excuses to make myself poorer as it is. say hello to pauper jiesung!

new sem is starting, and time to throw myself into it. i still do not know what i want in life. i may want to go uni, i may not.

im thinking.....

what would u want in life? love, family, friends or a high paying job?

2006-03-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

change sucks

i hate changes and i want my life back!

what is going to

happen in e future.

2006-03-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

when crying e hell out wont help

when talking to friends wont help

when you turn ard and theres no one there

when you yearn for someone to love uu.

just to know you re not-perfect-enough

something is wrong and i cant tell myself too

there jus this deep mixture of sorrow and sadness buried inside me

and it wont come up

i just wish it would end

and i ll be running in the field with my heart and soul free

and that someday will come.

i wish.

24/7 thinking.

i miss school.

2006-03-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

you know tt ad of starhub with tt lil boy being kidnapped and rambles off alot of things that in e end the kidnapper drops him off?

its certainly true tt u get alot of info frm cabletv.

i ve situated myself in frt of the cabletv this few days. watching discovery channel n animal planet and e usual chinese shows. loads of trivia info, and i think im becoming knowledgeable! *grins. okays.

here's one. what is e only animal on e earth in which e male gives birth to its offsprings?

i feel absolute proud*** and im enjoying decaying in my house too.

2006-03-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

we were trying to relive our childhood memories on e swings in private grounds when diana's and my butt were hurtin madly. anw diana ernest came over my hse trying to attempt to play badminton for 3 seconds. i dunno what happened to em.

anw life can be an extreme drag sometimes. and all i can do is to sink myself in all e vcds i can dig out of my house. and to pour my feelings out when watching e repeated shows. and i think its time to job hunt. i feel so life-less. inject some life to my life. the great thing is im meeting fiona to catch Walk e Line tml. Reese Witherspoon won an oscars for that! and shes really pretty.

and i wish someone would tell me the secrets to become pretty. "mirror mirror. would u pls tell me who's e prettiest?" i dont this ll help. life is such a bore im becoming a lifeless potato couch all rolled into one!

2006-03-06T02:28:00.000+08:00

to ernest : i nv squeese onto that bus first! and i nv overshot the stairs by so much. i overshot becux i want to go and call diana back.

tagging someone's blog is fun beyond description. (:

2006-03-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

last friday was spent with my class. and diana shoppin' b4 tt. followed by van who was so teeny lil bit late. like real. anw diana wear the clothes like hers like tt.

hah. becux it was too ex for her! (: i sure not blog abt myself in case i throw my face. see this pretty pic next!

disguting us. but look at diana wearing skirt la. *grins.

anw as the co-organiser of the steamboat, i would really like to thank those who kept their promise and joined us and plus have alot of fun! we almost walked the whole of singapore aft tt, im sure. but it was good for the body as we were exercising. we walked thrugh tall grass hiddden with snakes and mud, and i insist at one part, there a look-alike corpse. while vanessa was grabbing lil flower. i was busy screaming and grabbing 8th flower. im sure e two guys almost went deaf that night. (: haha.

then when we were on the way, 8th flower who is ernest-cum-triangle pants did an disgusting act by rushing up the bus to grab seats. leaving the three of us behind. story's a lil distorted. but i shant distort my image in my own blog! cant blift ernest! *grins.

anw saturday saw me meeting my jc girls in town. and minshan has outrightedly declared she is searching for a bf. followed by me and kats whining to help us find too. hah. she seems more concerned abt herself thou. jus kiddin. ttalk not muchs, but enjoyed the company (:

and im so not changing courses animore. i ll jus stix by the same old flower gang next sem. *worried.

2006-03-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

MOMENTS IN LIFE

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don't see the one
which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,

enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human, and
enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

2006-03-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

some people have everything - looks and brains. while some have nothing.

late night studying has finally come to an end with the end of exams. with the end of exams, comes the A level results. the phase of JC is finally over, pple ard me wont be talking abt it anymore - period.

i can jus melt in frt of the tvee and computer. dont even want to raise my hands to do anything. im so planning a trip to hong kong by myself. for my family. with no knowledge on the country at all. my dad is planning to leave everything to me. irks. anw i want to plan a trip to genting! i want to go there with some of my friends. interested parties, please leave a tag. hahh./ our class seems to have no response at all. hahhs.

im not really sure what i want to do with my life at times. sometimes when im in control, i feel so satisfied. when i lose control, it seems like im standing on a rope, trying to cross to another side. desperately.

and the day saw me smiling to myself regularly.

2006-02-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

my stupid ink-jet printer took 45 mins to print 4 sets of notes! i watched the ink drop on paper till i was super annoyed. i shd have let the photocopy have the job and pay tt few cents. now im super pissed with that INK JET printer.

2006-02-24T14:12:00.000+08:00

Its disheartening to see the wonderful weather outside, and know that you cannot go out and play. Instead, i'm soo STUCK at home studying. and whats more, today's papers are way sucky. 1st question and im stuck. yes, i keep getting stuck and i feel so horrible because of the way people are treating me. so so yucky. i soo want to go to a place where nobody knows me and start all over again.

2006-02-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

seeing her hair is like seeing a wig, but i feel that its nice! and i really admire ur courage to do that. oh wells. LE high class.
pls lemme have the motivation to study. and wish me lucks.
i think As is releasing soons. i cant help feeling a sense of anticipation and i look forward to congratulate ALL of u on the good results which i know you ALL will get. deep down, i know there will be some who wont make it...
this gets me really down.

2006-02-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

this is my CIP blog* if my tutor accidentally stumble here for my relfections, you wont find it here.

2006-01-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

if u get more irritating to me. im going to hate uu.
yesh i agree with huangping.
2006 is not starting out nice. and i dont think it ever will. its not freakin gg to happen. i mean happy new year. cux its jus gg to be another 365 days of toture and some ups in ur life.
mayb i shd jus get used to it. theres still 2007, 2008 blah blah blah.

2006-01-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

so caught with school that i ve absolute zero blogging mood past few days. and all the CNY frenzy and the sharings on how we celebrated it then and now. the last mins shopping to see if i can get more tops. the trying on of a zillion pairs of shoes and still dint manage to get a pair. even thou my mum offered to pay even if its expensive. reason being she know i wont fit into anyone oso. the non-stop going out for dinner but oni like met a dew pple oni. and the non-stop screaming of vanessa down my throat : PLS-STOP-GOING-OUT-MADLY. thanks van. think my eardrums are malfunctioning after mixing with you girls. schools been hilarious. names-calling and maybe playing with amanda.bok. and finally today managed to reach home in the late afternoons. grab the chance to sleep like mad. eyes haven been its regular size becux of the sleep i lost. lost myself in the pile of projects. and the dobby tutor keeps nagging. cud have given her a punch in the face. the jam and the sardines packed 184 and 75 every morning w/o fail makes me desperate for a car. or at least someone who can chaffeur(i know i spelled this wrongly) me. like no way. who will want a fat woman dozing off in their cars. the old bus uncles with no choice mayb and mayb my dad.

on a good note. the rains is gone and the sun is up. i dunwan to get drenched during CNY in my new clothes. imagine wet hair,stick-to-the-skin clothes and unhappy and freezing cold greetings. *shruggs. im getting paranoid. cause aniw i ll be sitting in the car.

2006-01-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

to lott. i cant seem to tag my blog, aniw heres the add

if u take more pieces of me. i think i ll cry scream and strangle myself. enough/

i watched the family stone today. it was a xmas movie. and i almost cried in one of the scenes. seriously, me crying in movie theatres is not a new thing, imagine me even crying watching the news. anyway, meeting up with fiona has always been fun. now tat everyone is working, i think i shall concentrate more on my school work which is seems muchs worst than last sem. this im sure. becux i hafta keep up with last sem grades. i wonder how i do it at times.

so i lost the interest to shop. i cant seeem to see anithing that catches my eye/ anything to revive my lost of interests for shopping. i seem to enjoy movies so muchs more now. something wierd is blowing itself into life.

and i hope sooon the ground will open and swallow YOU up.

2006-01-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

i did a personality test for fun. cux i was too lazy to blog.
The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2006-01-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

5 things about myself. from yeanlings blog/

1. i hate teachers who anyhow called my name. i jus cant get it why they highly-educated brains cant pronounce sung as in sun*, like sing-sang-sung. simple grammar rights. sometimes i wonder why my parents dint gimme a english name jus becux they feel that i can choose myself when im sensible. seriously, i muchs rather im born with it.

2. i always had this feeling im gg to die young. so i always think abt what will happen when i died. who ll attend my funeral and who ll weep for me. and what happens to me aft i died. will i have an after-life?

3. i ALWAYS tell myself to tone down abit. i feel that im making pple suffer by my insistology. i ve been hoping to become a quiet girl. like muchs chance. *grins.

4. i enjoys bus rides alot. if im tired, i ll nap abits. if im not, i ll start my gawkathon. that is to gawk at pple secretlyly. i ll evasdrop too. if not, i ll think alot about stuffs. but i think it ll be great to have ur own private transport too.

5. i think im awfully wierd. *grins alot.

2005-12-31T01:22:00.000+08:00

im gg to spend the new year eve and new year working my butt off to get my exam matters into my head// not exactly the most exciting way to celebrate. even my mum is gg out with her friends to marina. its so sad. becux of the freaking exams. ECONS.!!! how many times have i failed econs in my life? countless and *drops dead.

2005-12-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

This is the 363rd day of the year, with 2 days remaining in 2005.

im glad gg to town with the guys is not too disastrous.
we were feeling abit too bored until we went ard to look for kian chye's prom shirt. at least we were interacting. and we had to go to marina bay becux they want seats for the journey back. and then someone suggested steamboat. we got pressed by this auntie to go to her shop. and we decided to walk to lau pa sat to eat. and aft walking so long.i dint even eat anithing/

i smiled to myself alot. the whole scenario was a teeny funny. and they had to think of playing a prank on me ysd. and we went in to gucci boutique in paragon. and i sneaked a peek at the prices over there/ not too nice.

my eyes are failing me. im gg to sleep now!

2005-12-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

come to think of it. xmas aint fun at all. oni the lights at town is nice.
i went town ysd to eat hard rock cafe with michelle, sandra and fiona.. our swiss girls tradition. 4 pathetic girls sharing ONE starters, ONE main course and ONE dessert. and other than the hyper guy which greeted us at the door, the girl serving keeps throwing us darts. its not wrong if our WEI is small right and the food is alr filling.

and after we came out of the cafe aft some reluctance, we wanted to take some pics with the xmas trees ard town and ended up squeezing thrugh a million people. and becux michelle is too pretty, we became the constant target of the spray-cans-people. they dont deserve a nice name. dont they realise what they are doing is NOT funny at all and harming the env. at the same time. v disgusting indeed. and vanCHNG called to tell me abt her interesting dinner at yoshi. and when me and fiona managed to squeesed back into the train station, all i want to do is to go somewhere and chill. but afraid the airport is filled with sardines again, we were at a lost.

so we called up michelle who is with sandra and lost somewhere in the middle of squeesing, we decided to go to michelles hse. and so when the clock strikes 12am, we were on the bus to her hse and im alr in my sleeping clothes. yesh.

and we were up till 3AM. half the time doing nth. and some laughing ard. and we decided we want to meet the guys b4 they go NS and we called dino at 2am and forced him to go out with us nxt week. which is the coming thurs. we dint actually force him. he was willing, i think cux he wants to see our pretty michelle.

conclusion : xmas is not as nice as u think ok? i prefer my girls anytime.

and as muchs as i would want em to find a job, but if they dont, then i can spend alot time with em (: self-fish! totally. and i realise// nvm thens.

and i jus realised, omg, i haven been touching my books since last sem. and i really need to get down to study. but then. lifes too funn for the books (:
im off.
and here are SOME of my pretty friends.

strolling in the beach ok?

and the sky's really blue and the sun's really hot and warm. and we had darn fun.

2005-12-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

holidays are heres!
and i ve been gg out every single day i felt tt i ve been spending all my moneys away on nothing.
yepp. monday i went to east coast park for nothing. oni walked a hella loads of road and take a lots of pretty pic whichh i ll upload if shelle sends meee. and vanchng, if ure reading this. pls send me our OCOM-day pics. thanks and loveess.

ysd went to bok's hse to eat a sumptous meal by her mama. which is nice and super filling. and then with no choice, we took a pic with her door. to mean tt we been there *grins.

there you go. everyones pretty except diana which is a tad tooo white!

im off. to town with sharon. finally *grins and smileess

2005-12-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont know whether to hate u or love u.
the things u do.
and u dont even have to lie to us.
some of my friends aint that great.
stoppp////////// finding stupid excuses!!

aniw today i went out with fion.
i felt that ocom presentation is quite fun after all. and dear diana insists theres a empty feeling. all our hardwork jus for that eeky-if-u-forget-ur-script-ure-gone 5 mins. alright. the world is cruel the school is cruel. get used to it.

and so im getting bitchy. i dont care, in the first place. u nv did care aniw. *screams at the top of my piercing voice*

2005-12-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

the only thing im looking for is the 2 weeks break after tomorrow.
im in so many situations that i hope the ground would jus open up to swallow me.
i need someone to tell me life's great. uh-huh. no idea what me talking you.
nobody cares aniw.

2005-12-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

one of my sweetest.

2005-12-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

The guy who loves you,
only drops his tears in front of you.
When you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beats for you.

2005-12-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

my besties dyed their hair today! totally a new change.
im gg out to watch prime with em tml. then i can see their new hair.

aniw lifes been sucky. everyones seems so not so up-to-it u know. theres no force pushing me to go for the things i want. i dunno why im attending sch, i dunno why im doing this. and i dunno why i seems to be losing myself and my balance these few days. i dunwan hate uu. no i dunwann.

i ve no blogging mood today. but i would really want to meet up with with friends and talk non-stop. the bingting and sok is MIA. so is my other friends. eeks.

2005-12-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder..
school is just a sickening affair.

2005-12-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

i changed my blog song. to sth that is so-not-me and so-not-my-blog.
but this song realli brings back memories of my not-so-great jc life. and im desperate. i want to listen to it everyday. somebody with the song, pls send to me. im begging u!!! pls pls pretty pls? i ve been searching so long alr.

SMASH MOUTH - All Star

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

im a despo freak. for this song. and now i can oni come my blog everyday to listen.

2005-11-28T00:56:00.001+08:00

lifes been extreme busy busy busy.
im late for dinners every night. one week ago, i felt that im too free and ulu staying at home (even my parents felt so, they were practically paying for me to get out of the hse.)
a week ltr. im really struggling to meet up everyone and do my projects well and my homework on time.

i know i have been blogging practically everyday.

ysd i met sharon, kat, minshan and menghui. surprised surprised. they told me it was to celebrate my birthday. not a formal one. to pass me my present i think. and my present burned a hole in all their pockets. i feel so bad. actually anithing is finne, sweeties. i ll appreciate the thought. aniw they got me this extra gorgeous bracelet. and its the most ex. bracelet i eva got, i ll take good care of it.

thinking back. so many pple have changed.
no offence to kat.
jus last year she was pretty and abit kiddish.
one year ltr. she turns up to be more pretty but mature and a woman now.
so many pple have changed.
and many more are changing.
i have soo many pple who is gg to do their hair. like super rich or what? hah. but its nice to see a change.
esp a change for the better.

and so. i decided im gg to change too.
nope. im not gg to change my hair. im like not gg to spoil it or what, no matter how many pple tell me my hair's boring or my hair's ugly. IM SIMPLY NOT GOING TO CUT IT short or shorter OR LET THE CHEMICALS TOUCH IT. i have thought abt dying. but think i might jus cry for the person to stop when he's abt to start fixing my hair. yeapp. ironic. but thats just what i ll do.
so get used to my boring hair. or stay away from mee!! im a paranoid idiot. ohs. what ever.

why did he have to be so extreme stupid. cant he see shes hurting him emotionally and physically. okae. not soo muchs as physical. but still. i feel sad for his stupidness.

2005-11-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

2005-11-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

seeing her jus reminds me that she is constantly a repetiton of myself.

she likes to takes after my not-so-great style.

buy the things i like.

and do things the way i do too.

can she stop stop stop?

cux i dont think i can stand it muchs longer.

- when i see uu as myself, it doesnt feel that great anymore.

2005-11-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

my eyes are failing me. i feel tired. but im determined to finish my ocom project and next weeks tutorial b4 turning in to sleep.

i hate projects. they are killing my brain cells.

i nv regretted going swiss or sajc becux of the friends i know. if i nv go swiss, i ll not have many sucha nice friends. if i nv go sajc. i wouldnt know my princey and fion at all. and my sajc mates and my 1st 3 months funn times.

today i met yeanling and fiona sweeties. time can pass. but we ll still be as close,i think la. and i watch just like heaven which is super sweet. and becux im wearing not-waterproof mascara, courtesy of van and bee skills, i had to hold my cheeks down to prevent my tears from touching my eyelids. quite funny.

and we concluded that some guys are just pure stupid!! a certain someone we all know is extreme! haha, and the amazing fact tt we were once close with em amazed me too. i really cant seem to rem who ask who out tgt. which left us pondering?

im really tired now. but i hafta finish my ocom stuff. oh, what a dread...

CIP posting. i dunno why did i ever submitted this blog add. but oh wells. CIP is funn. we learnt alot of new stuffs abt ppt. those packaging and setting up a new website thing. i could nv find out if CIP is invented. what great fun we have in CIP. and our tutor is very kind. i love this kind of computer module~

im quite looking forward to tennis tml. cux i ll be playing with e queen diana, and the funny characters in my tennis class!

- what did u see in my eyes?

2005-11-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to turn in by now. cux school is taking a toll on mee. and i hafta take up more tuition jobs. cux im spending tooo muchss. but i want to keep up with my studies too.

everyone's busy blogging away. i took sucha long time reading their updates.

have u watched harry potter & the globet of fire. if u haven, what are u waiting for?
thou it was muchhs more fun indulging urself in the book. the movie is excellent too. im jus glad im born in this era when things like harry potter is happening. and when i read the book & watch the movies. i cried at the exact same moment. when harry's parents reappeared and u see harry grabbing cedric and wouldnt let go.. ahhs. why did they have to let harry go thrugh so muchs things. enuf abt the movie. im definately going to watch it AGAIN. tml is self-proclaimed holiday cux theres oni one lect on! but i have to turn up at vanessa's hse at 10am! life. aint. good. when u cant sleep in in this freeezing weather.

- and when u cry. lemme know....

2005-11-21T22:46:00.001+08:00

they insists i have to pose like this.

and these are my sweeties in school.plus amanda taking the pic!

and diana wants to act queen!
i love them sooo.

2005-11-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

today. is abit funn. five hours at my hse. two hours of setting up blog. two hours of ocomm. and one hours of playing with my clothes, heels, and make-up. tt diana is so obsessed with heels. i know what to get for ur bdae le. diana. high heels~ heh. and we have misunderstandings. but no hard feelings. and then diana have fears of getting kicked out cux me and bee always scold her. u wont. i alr shake my pinky with uu!. whateva.
and i ve been seeing more of my friends online and im meeting up with all of em soons.
1st. michelle.
2nd. fiona. and will yeanling pls join us.
3rd. swiss girls plus bingting. to celebrate many birthdayss.
4th. my a51 sweeties. sharon. minshan. huangping. kat.
5th. oops. yinghwee asked me to meet up.
6th. 04s73 girls.
7th. ruixian.

note : order not according to preferences. ((:

-- will u whisper in my ear?

2005-11-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

they have completed their A levels.if things turned up different last year.i would be be partying with em now.instead. im stuck with all my projects.if only.

im not regretting.

aniw congrats to my sweeties.u have completed another hurdle in life! im soo proud of all of uu.

nothing would change afterall. i realise. life is gg to get better. i hope..

2005-11-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

harry potter is finally out!!

after a looooonnnnnngg wait.

catch it soons.

im catching it nxt tuesday!

and then. i realise my previous is too complicated

but aniw. i had suchs a funn time in tennis today.

its nice working out.

and e day i ve been waiting for is finally herre!!!!!

btw vanessa chng. this is dedicated to youu. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to youu ysd!

2005-11-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

TA-DA!
my new layout.
changed proudly by I, myself and ME.
pls tag to comment.

anyways. jus when im complaining time flies too slowly. i realise nxt wed or thurs signifies freedom for a couple of my friends. very very excited indeed.

tml i mayb gg for a freeee manicure. how great is that!!!

im feeling muchs better.
way better than a few days back.

im thrugh with posting quotes. cux im abit lazy.

pictures treat.

2005-11-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

the oni 3 pathetic pic that i took on my birthday

1st. i made a wish. with a ice-cream. hoping that all my friends will get into uni. or at least good grades.

then. diana tried to steal my ice-cream. with vanessa frowning at her ugly acts!

i got my ice-cream back and posed with the girl who wants to be the next best superstar.

becux of em. i had a fun-filled birthday. thanks babbes. lovvess.

2005-11-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

i had e urge to cry. to jus spill e tears. thinking it ll make everything alright again. what the hell is happening to me?

losing

2005-11-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

im losing myself.
losing my grip.
in a world of complicated world.
i feel like i dunno what im doing animore.

and i think she hates me. she seems jealous. or at least. she is not happy. but i dont seem to care.
she can carry on. hating me. herself. i dont really like her. too.

People need to be reminded more often than they need to be instructed.
-Samuel Johnson (1709-1784) English critic & poet

bubbling with excitement

2005-11-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

ever feel that ure so excited that u cant breathe?
wows. talking to long time friends makes me feels tat. esp the tot we are all gg to meet up soons and do all the things really excite me. it seems that i cant concentrate in school anymore. cux everything jus seems to be in a fast pace and im anticipating the moment where everything wonderful ll be coming. and too bad,i still gtg school. with the darn timetable!
whoops. cant wait for 2 weeks more! (:

"Confidence is contagious. "
Vince Lombardi (1913-1970) Hall of Fame football coach

im a scorpio

2005-11-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

>Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor. (oh,this is mean)
Scorpios are famous for their affinity to dirty jokes and cheap porno movies. (not the least interested) They will spread rumors about their sexual conquests, cruelly smearing anyone unlucky enough to be involved with them. (so not me) " (Read more Find yours)

sports and wellness

2005-11-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

hah

i got into tennis for my PE sorta thing in school aft diana's embarassing act. but still, thanks to her.

and i always wonder how pretty can one person get. look at her. too pretty for our eyes,aint she? jus finish watching her drama show.devil beside u. i think she is too pretty to exist!

cheena shows. my fave.

"Honors and rewards fall to those who show their good qualities in action."
-- Aristotle (384bc-322bc) Greek philosopher, physician & scientist

school

2005-10-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

wheee school is starting is less than 18 hours. its gg to be soo not funn again.

arrrrgggghhhh. and my classes is super disgustingly looonnngg.

on a good note. ive been re-reading harry potter and the globet of fire in anticipation of the movie.
whoo. its gg to be nice.nice.nice. x 100 times

im blessed

2005-10-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

32 more days to the last of As.
im certainly looking forward to the days after A levels!! like anybody taking the As. i had the exact same sentiments.

its sucha joy thinking of that. 2 years of hard work paying off. determining ur fate in the few hours in the exams hall. sweeties. pls defeat the monsterAs and lemme join in the party toos. i want to go crazzy with all of uu. to share the joy.

and i got my share of blessings today. thou its like 2 weeks early. but i still appreciate the effort to get me the present b4 As begin. and i just love my sweeties.

there, my pretty bunch of flowers and my pretty high-class wallet.

i needa mark down today so i cud look back and laugh at the silly things i ve done.

aniw i keep meeting swiss people nowadays. today i saw yanbin and shaun,and boy do they look different. and they are all going to be enlisted in NS soons. shocking. and still shocking.

"For myself, I am an optimist-- there does not seem to be much use being anything else. "
Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965) British prime minister during WWII

im blessed

2005-10-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

comfortable with things

2005-10-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

eva thot of your comfort zone?
wells, i have.

my comfort zone is obviously the sofa seat tt have been flatten cux of e long times my butt is implant there.

on a note. i think my most comfortable times ll be the 4 years i spent in swiss. i always think theres nth i cant conquer back there. upon leaving there, i ve seen the world in a more cruel way. pple in swiss are innocent and naive and nice and etc. pple i met aft tt aint exactly the same. i miss my sec sch life all of a sudden.

reverse back to one year. i was preparing for promos.
reverse back to two years. i was preparing for O levels.

coming back to the present. im still seated in the flatten down sofa seat. thinking abt my life and what i want.

im seventeen heading to eighteen. eighteen sounds old to me. thou its a year difference, it jus seems far from seventeen.

i cant rem eva feeling old.

i think im lonely. and left out. thats why i tend to think of old old things.

"Forecasting correctly gives you no edge if everyone else has the same forecast. The real value is in accurate ideas that defy the consensus. "

-J. William Gurley, Partner, Hummer Winblad Venture Partners

manicure

2005-10-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

and im typing with perfectly manicured fingers now. ooh la la~

exams -_-"

2005-10-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

i totally forgot tt i was supposed to get my exams results today.

until i got a sms when i was still half alseep and w/o notice i was looking straight at a few wierd numberings and letters and i realised its my result slip!! omg, i wasnt even prepared.. but i let out a relief when i realised i did not bad for my exams. got 3 AD, 1 A, 2B+ and 1 B. finally, after a year of torment and struggling to pass in SA, at least now im passing everything.

aniw i realised my feet is HUGE. i mean i dont realise it now, i jus realise the problem tt came with it.

and nobody knows how irritating it is to have giant feet cux im damn pissed with my stupid feet now. due to its irritating fast pace of growth when i was young, i was now forced to wear shoes tt are not soo nicee. i can squeeze into shoes occassionally with a few effort but most of the time, they cant even go alll the way!! lucky i collected a galore of ideas to know how to convert the cheap plain shoes to those quite pretty and colourful shoes tt im soo addicted to..and i totally have no interests in looking for pretty shoes due to my not-so-nice feet.. and lucky addidas have come up with some pumps and i think im gg to get a pair to fit my HUGE feet.

think its not nice to talk abt my feet.

on a heavier note, i think im quite unhappy with the fats hanging ard me too. hah!

"It does not take much strength to lift a hair, it does not take sharp eyes to see the sun and the moon, it does not take sharp ears to hear a thunderclap. That which everyone knows is not called wisdom. "
-Sun Tzu, The Art of War

***

2005-10-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

im darn bored at home!!!!

will someone pls bring me out?

thou im practically gg out every other day.

im mad.

i hope sch will reopen soons.

or more $$ pls come, or a job come to me!! my money is depleting extremely fast at this rate.

"A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination. "
-Nelson Mandela

2005-09-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

i shd be moaning at home instead of enjoying

or putting myself in a job so that i can get that ipod nano plus forget everything else

all this is leading me no where

"It’s a funny thing about life: If you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it. "
-W. Somerset Maugham

clearing the air

2005-09-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

i really need to clear to air..

oohhs,i jus saw diana online mans,and i miss her more than ever..

aniw we were jus talking and talk again to the class politics..

when we 1st conference,i oni briefly glance thrugh her entree..

and then,diana and boking nv saw it..

then when diana read it, and when i read it the 2nd time..

to daz :
my blood just boils..and was really disappointed in what youu wrote..

in the conference,u insists tt u did ask us to go cycling all that..

but look at ur blog,u wrote "But seriously, we did it for a reason too... Told them they will also oppose... So what for right? Just save time and go have fun..."

we werent really angry aft the cycling part and at the conference,but looking at ur blog it seems like u all purposely nv ask us along..did we oppose in the 1st place?

i know the matter have been clear but i really want to know? do u find us the one at fault?

and i ve been banned to tag at ur blog..for dunno what reason.

but im still searching for the ans.. pls let us know when ure ready to ans..

deep from the bottom of my heart..

hope u do understand and not get angry..

thank god its holiday now and i hope we clear it up by school starts.

"Courage is very important. Like a muscle, it is strengthened by use. "
--Ruth Gordon

if only

2005-09-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

if only.
i have been less lazy
i would have blog abt the whole chalet in my point of view and show pple what the whole deal is abt from my sistas point of view..

but no..

im lazy..

i would jus hafta learn to deal with pple who likes to say things in their blog that incite us to call.

im learning to deal with him,her,it,them and everything that is not going smoothly..

if only
so pple would learn that we have feelings too
we have riches and poorer times too
we have a right to do what we did
and the right to say what we said

if only
pple appreciate us and not bitch us

if only
everyone shd jus shut up!

it would be a better world now and love would be in the air and not smells of ugly BO!!

omg,i miss diana now that she's in hk..gu du da bean!!

and those idiots who nv ask me out aft prelims..u watch out!

its not a matter of forgiven or not, but a matter of who's right or wrong..i wish u understand

"In times of change, continuous learners inherit the earth while the learned find themselves beautifully equipped to handle a world that no longer exists. "
- Erik Hoffer

sisters

2005-09-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

there isnt anything special abt the chalet except the formation of sister gang.

and i insist ERNEST is in it,amanda,get ur husband to join lehs.

okay, the chalet was hella funn. only becux i had my friends with me..

lovess u all sweets!

"If you learn something new, you are then required to make mistakes in order to fully understand what you have learned. "

-Robert Kiyosaki, Author

offs

2005-09-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

yipee ((:

and im off to chalet for a couple of days!

why?

2005-09-16T12:37:00.000+08:00

and finally..EXAMS are OVER..no more projects no more school..

its just great.to be able to sit back and enjoy

somethings really set me thinking..

i saw someone back in swiss the other day..set me thinking..what happened to all the swiss pple,we hardly meet up..and we used to be darn C-L-O-S-E..as in hanging out aft sch tgt every other day,joking ard and gossiping. and SPLASHING water at each other.

and now,we hardly exchanged any form of contact..its ironic,but why?

i cant possibly find the ans..
but i rem
all the jokes
all our hangouts
all the sweet things
all the couple-match
all the blur thing
and hilarious things

and now we see each other
there's not muchs except a HI?

hello,is tt all we can say to each other aft months of not seeing and after years of bittersweet memories..

dont ask me why,i dunno either..

people just moved on i think.

either that, or we suddenly hate each other.

"Goals are dreams with deadlines."
-Diane S. Hunt

sick

2005-09-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

im sick of life
im sick of studying thou i have yet to start
im sick of school

IM SICK OF EVERYTHING

and i jus wish some monster.beast.idiot. would swallow me up at the moment

sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.sick.

of everything.

im hopeless....

and why are people all sooooooo damn damn selfish???i cant stand you you you and you now!!!!!!!!!!

i decided to depend on myself then !!!!
SELFISH BRATS..

"In human endeavor, chance favors the prepared mind."

-Louis Pasteur

loveee.

2005-08-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

dedication to BOK:

and she loves me.
and i love her too.

lemme see...

2005-08-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

lets see..
what things can i blog about..
practically nothing..
oh.i caught the flu and it hasnt been coming down aft i see the docter 2x aft being forced by my lovely daddy..ahhha

and the fact thate i miss everyone and i feel that im missing alot in life doesnt help AT ALL!! ((:

i love my friends!

If you want to be rich, count all the things you have that money can't buy.

friends
family
fats

so i thot of the 3 Fs that is supposedly to make me rich = makes me happy
and it has sone nothing to make me feel better..
hmm,i shd just get bck to counting my riches in the wallet..ahhha, that is making me feel better.
of cux..

"If you want to be rich, count all the things you have that money can't buy."
----Anonymous

whoo hooo

2005-08-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

WCOM suxs..who cares?its jus another stupid exam,i shd just be happy that one down..4 more to go and im free..i can do whatever i want..and yesh,im soo looking forward to the chalet (which apparently,is still in the process of booking)

good lucks to all taking the A levels this year..i mean goody lucks to your prelims!!!aim hard and score well..but pls dun be too upset cux not EVERYONE can score wells in exams..and those who did in A levels are probably extreme *toots*..so be glad ure not one..hmm, except a few..haha,i just hate it cux i know if im in j2 now..i probably die from stress..i ll probably be lying in the rm where corpses are stored cux i would have jumped down from the building long ago,and yeshh..opposite to sajc the psa tower is a good choice..cux u ll CONFIRMED die..ahhhhhaa

i ll stop crapping now cux laptop batt is loowwwww..so im hafta charde it so it becomes hiiiiiiiii..
seriously crap..pls continue reading my blog and continue to tag

ahhhh chhhhoooooooo..*sneeze*im irritating everyone ard me with the blowing nose thing cux im down with a flu..ahhhhhhhssss..im sorry guys

im totally crapping now..time to catch tv show
tata

"Perpetual optimism is a force multiplier."
--Colin L. Powell, (1937- ) US Secretary of State
former chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff

*i made the font bigger for easy reading..is it better?

little things that make me happy

2005-08-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

and i was told to blog my boring life..so herre goes..

and so i took a picture of the skyy

little things that makes me happy:

*looking up at the sky and seeing the fluffy clouds
*looking up the sky and seeing dots of stars (so i pasted the glow-in-dark stars in my ceiling)
*seeing a rainbow
*getting the pink mentos in the whole stix of fruity mentos
*getting flowers
*getting to see people i missed soo muchhs
*being surrounded by people i lovee
*sharing a apple pie with my daddy *grins*
*getting money from tuitioning
*seeing tags(i miss you) in my tagboard
*being treated like a princess!

hmm, i ll stop herre abd i promise to continue soons

everything is being superly boring..
i needa a life and im getting it tml..
im catching charlie and the chocolate factory tml *winks*

"Difficulty is the excuse history never accepts."
---Edward R. Murrow (1908-1965) American broadcast journalist

smooth like water

2005-08-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

my life....
had been really smooth like water.
nothing interesting is happening,jus the usual stuff.
except my two really cute students..i mean they are really nicee people..one calls me a teacher!!i feel so bloody old.

"Opportunity is missed by most people, because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work."
--Thomas Edison (1847-1931) inventor, salesman

distant

2005-08-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

what if
friendship turns into distance
and distance turns friendship
into strangers

what would you do then?
the girs who you loved as friends much
had just all turned into complete strangers
that consists of hi and bye

i feel that thats what im doing

lil things make my mind tick
lil things makes me hate one
lil words make pple hates me

i feel distant
from my mind body and soul.
and friends.

dont u feel that at times?

"I've been on a diet for two weeks and all I've lost is two weeks."
--Totie Fields

loveee.

2005-08-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

did you see what is in the picture.its a stained glass.i lovee.
lovee.

i love my friends,no matter how far or how near they are.

i love my family the most,they are always ard..but sometimes they get irritating..

"Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love."
----Charlie Brown

my friends

2005-08-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

oh look at this man
amanda ure soo kuku man,the whole class know ur ugly sight..*centre parting*

its okay.."beauty is in the eye of beholder (&char siew)*"
super kuku.okay,its jus me and my classmates having funn in school.

"We are what we repeatedly do."
---Aristotle (384bc-322bc) Greek philosopher, physician & scientist

what kinda of girl im

2005-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.*oops,i already did*
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
brought to you by Quizilla

im a bitch

2005-08-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

is it harmful to bitch too muchs?
cux im afraid im bitching far too muchs and it ll lead to some harm.
sometimes i look in the mirror and wonder how mean i can get. ((:
but i still love myself and the way im!!

oh,and sth funny happened in class.bok wai loa and diana barretto tried to do on kaiquan and suceeded!

damn gay man
"I know the price of success: dedication, hard work and an unremitting devotion to the things you want to see happen. "
--Frank Lloyd Wright (1869-1959) considered to be one of the greatest American architects

uuppdates

2005-07-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

I CHOPPED OFF MY FRINGE and now i seriously regret it.

its so freaking now that i bear to look in the mirror now.

aniw school is really fun fun and fun,couldnt be better

more and more gossips ard
more snickers
more laughter
more conservations
more understanding
MORE PROJECTS!! sth im not looking forward to
MORE EXAMS..arrgh,and to think i was still holiday-ing from the after effect of common tests.

my PW and CHINESE results are out! it took mdm.Z forever i think.she didnt even bother calling me or what.pukes*

and there's gg to be a class outing again ((:
is our class united or?

'Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them-- every day begin the task anew.'
--St. Francis de Sales (1567-1622) French bishop & writer

powerless

2005-07-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel stupid
sometimes i feel clever
sometimes i feel pissed
sometimes i feel irritated
sometimes i feel angry
sometimes i feel happy
sometimes i hate life to the core
sometimes i love being in this world
sometimes i love school
other times,i hate school

anyway today was quite okay.i had poa papers back.its not as bad as i expected.lost lotsa marks on a question.aniw its all over..diana is damn funny..we were shouting across the class and the teacher is like super irritating : actualli you all can complain to the sch cux u all no neeed to hear both their nonsense.like what the hell.i hate him..but haha,and diana told me she feels like she s wearing papmers,and pls stop stop stop calling me sung mui.thanks ah,amanda for coming up with the stupid name.but ure still loved by me.

dun u feel powerless sometimes.but life still has to go on.
friendster suxs now.the new way it looks.the way it doesnt allow me to upload my pics.the way it is now.boo.

"Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. "
--Albert Einstein (1879-1955) German physicist

unexpected wells

2005-07-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

its the raining season again.every single day its pouring heavily.what is happening?its been freezing cold everyday in school and girls,bring ur umbrella out.((:

bbq went superbly well last thursday.had muchs funn last thursday.thanks to rene (*

friday.i cant seem to rem what i did.someone refresh my memory.oh ya,i went shoppin' with my mum and bot 3 shorts and then i went out at night to meet the girls in a51.to chat,no gossips.

saturday is rapture.i can jus say wanting is fabulous..beautiful and graceful.she's way too perfect.i think.then i went with sok lohhu and sharon that day.went home with yeanling,like took forever to walk to one mrt.i saw superstar kelly and le wei song at rapture.

sunday my 1st tuition session.poor thing of her,i forgotten how to do my poa cux i lost touch with it.nvm,i ll try to revise.. ((:

monday i got back my BCA commons test.i didnt expect to do so wells.i really didnt expect to top the class.still,it lit up my day.its been ages since i did soo wells for tests.okay,i shall stop rattling le.

today is fine jus that im still freezing cold.

get all ready for the cold season.jacket umbrella and raincoat.conquer the weather! ((:

craps

***

2005-07-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

horray!!exams are over and the moment aft that,rene* announced we are gg to have bbq at her hse tml..yesh yesh yesh.i miss bbq food..its been .....................................this.............................. long since i last had a bbq and i jus love the burnt and chao ta chix wings..hee,nice memories of aloha last year are floating back...

yeps,so immediately when i finished my BCA tests today,the vanessa was like staring at me,instructing me to hand up my papers with her bigg eyes..ok,in poly,when u sorta finished ur papers,u can leave the exam hall..so its beta to do early and leave early than getting stuck there and ur eyes start wandering to other ppl = no point in you staying and u get distracted as the teachers start nagging.yep,im telling this for the sake of my beloved jc dearies..

and then we headed to suntec straight after exams!!and went inside thai express..uh-oh,we sat there for 5mins and decided to back out so we leave..hahaha..damn ulu,lucky no-one in the shop at that freaking early time..

aniw they were shopping and im like looking ard..nothin i practically like alot so i became their part time sales assistant,helping em with the correct sizes and giving em comments..hmm,but then i wan get a bag but then i have soo many bags tt i feel very er xin to get one more..

i think i got over ten or twenty handbags and shoulders bags add up tgt..and my mambo backpack is isolated in one corner...boos..

and i got a tuition job..gg to teach the poor kid my freakin' lousy poa..haha..feels abit sad for her and i hafta act like jc2 student,pretending i nv go poly at all cux they finding a jc tutor and its my agency's intention to bluff em..

aniw will fill in more abt the tuition thing when i go for the 1st lesson this sunday

looking forward to rapture..can see my prince charming and my lao gong and my dearies!!!

so excited! ((:

imagine if aliens hit earth

2005-07-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

this is what i watched ysd..was out with dearie fiona,had a great time and reached home like late.
all i can say is its scary
steven spielberg really knows how to capture the human's reaction and fears..
imagine if aliens hit us,what ll u do?

the lil girl sure acts well at her age.not to say tom cruise is sucha protective daddy..i think he s quite hot.

aniw i rem my teacher telling me that there's this mathematical formula that calculates beauty and the ratio of perfection is 1.4 or sth lidat..i think it mayb 1.7..this means that if 2nd part of ur finger to ur 1st part is of that ratio,then ure perfect..and then there's only 2 people that is widely recognised as that ratio,means every part of their body meausres to 1.7 in one way or another..

*interesting rights..
im soo deep and a math geek..
but maths geek dun fail maths.C in jc like i did..heehee :D

but the point is,one of the two mention is tom cruise..he's the perfect being!!the other is marilyn monroe..u noe the girl with the dress flying..
yeap i think tts realli interesting

aniw i had my poa tests ysd too..
i made one mistake but its alrite..hope i dun do badly
next tuesday is econs..wish me lucks
im looking forward to nxt wed so i can repaint my shoes again,its time to repaint my shoes again..lalalalala

i help people paint their shoe at a reasonable rate!

oh i saw an owl tonite,in town..think its trying to get some life too..hanging out in town

"Mama always said life was like a box of chocloates.You never know what you gonna get."
--Forrest Gump,1994

study week

2005-07-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

its my study week!!
but there's simply no atmosphere what-so-ever to lemme settle down..
someone must punish whoever invented the tv,i cant keep my mind off the superb tv shows airing nowadayss
or rather,punish the person who invented tests exams and stuffs..
i was looking thrugh my letters,wow did i write many and get many letters last year in sajc..letters as in handwritten,signed off sincerely letters from my dearestsss..nobody does that anymore,i bet..but recently,posting had been a in-thing for me..i post birthday cards and presents through mail..im the santa!!

aniw im crapping..Rapture is coming soon..and so is fiona's birthday..its tml
HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY to fiona in advance..
then i ll get to see all the pple i would like to see during rapture and i ll think i miss sajc..like real..hees

going to get dinner..good lucks to all classmates and kat for common tests!!

"Have the nerve to go into unexplored territory. Be brave enough to live life creatively."
--Alan Alda, actor, screenwriter & director

like a pig

2005-07-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

i have eaten like a pig today

sth must have happened

i ate
sushi buffet (which i get full only aft a few plates)

dinner when i came home

some prawn crackers

and there's a slice of pizza hut sitting in frt of me that i feel like going to heat up and gobbling up

butt i think my tummy is going to explode SOON if i stuff it down

so im resting now

im going to do my report

i really wished u all had good results to report in common tests

i hoped*
and prayed*

aniw im going to do the tedious report tml..arrgh i dun think we ll ever finished..
aniw its my turn for common tests
15th july 19th july 20th july
i so hope im gg to do wells

but i got next week and aft 20th july im free and then its rapture.im soo looking forward to see my babes..i wana meet all of em that night

and my dad says im spending more $$ than him.but i dunn think so

apples.im going to eat tt.i ve found my source of determination to diet.

"Hope is a renewable option: If you run out of it at the end of the day, you get to start over in the morning."
--Barbara Kingsolver, American writer (1955- )

presentations and projects

2005-07-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

my schedules are full of projects and presentations now.at least i doing quite well for em.

today was bmgt presentation.there was diana and amanda guest starring in our presentation..BOXY,u all keep were giggling throughout the Q&A session!!but thanks alot too..loves.

aniw ya,i was quite nervous for the presentation for dunno what.my tougue keep tangling itself up making me say the wrong things again and again. then i put my cards in the wrong order and got mixed up..arrgh

and we got 4+2+2.5 = 8.5 for the presentation
we were soo sad..after the lesson,we sorta confronted the teacher why we have such lousy results and tried to persuade him to give us that miserable half mark..
so we got 9/10 woo-hoo.well done vanessa and sili!vanessa,at least we were almost there!! im quite happy now.and im going to plazasingapura in awhile ((:

i love blogging becux of e quotes

and sili gave me the initial d song..double happiness today

"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm. "
--Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882) American writer and activist
it so describes how fighting for that miserable half mark--ENTHUSIASM

my busy week

2005-07-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

this week had been a whirl for me.arrgh

i jus ate durians.yummy

i bet its the same with u all.studying for block.aniw its over.go enjoy and sharon is the only kind soul to get me out aft block.and of cux fiona,i went out with her on friday

lemme give a short summary of my busy week

monday
i submitted my PBL,an impt project..20%..haha..one down..more to go

tuesday
i went to rene hse and pass by a playground,it feels great to be on the swing sometimes..when ure swinging,u just want to get higher and everything flew out of ur head..and house is like super nice..big and..i dunno what to say but *wows

wednesday
i cant rem what happened on tt insignificant day..nahs,everyday is meaningful

thursday
i got yet another presentation.two down this week

friday
yays..movie time!with fionette
we watched initial d at lido and we were like 1km away from the screen.who knows the theater is gg to be so BIG. i choose the furthest(as usual) and we end up so far behind,aniw still can see the cute guys clearly.lots of gals were shrieking when edison came out la.proves how popular he is.
aniw some of the pics

this is the best..

we rushed from lido all the way to cine to watch
alot like love
and our legs were like so painful.pple in town must have thot we were nuts
which is simple and amazing.this i mean the movie

"A Lot Like Love" is a romantic comedy about destiny, connection and the frequently fuzzy line between chance friendships and happily ever after.

saturday
i had to stay in school for 7 hours to rush a project in which vanessa says we hafta do well for it
then i went to bugis with mummy but there s nothin nice for me to exploit from her.blehs
and im gg to turn in super soon
talking to yeanling

sunday
i had to finish all my assignments!mayb go swimming and eating with my papa mama meimei gege..stupid me..i mean my family

bitch miss youu*winks
gosh,its 1.27AM..im soo screwed tml

'Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes.'
--Oscar Wilde (1854-1900) Irish writer & critic

QUOTESss

2005-06-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

i have always love quotes.and i still remember the unforgettable one that my social study teacher told me

Begin with the End in Mind

it stixs in my mind ever since he flash the transparency in sec 4.its oso becux of the fact that the teacher is quite cool!! ((: hee hee..and now i hafta work on a quotes project and i subscribe a daily quote thing and todays one is quite cool..pls reflect on it *winks

u all jc pple go study,dun spend ur precious time herre..

shoo.go study!

"The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hard part is doing it."

-- General H. Norman Schwarzkopf (1934- ) U.S. General

quotes

2005-06-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

harry potter's new book

2005-06-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

my brother jus ordered the new HARRY POTTER book!!i cant wait..its due in two weeks time..im so excited that every thought of my presentation for tomorrow is thrown out the mind.
ya,its been a long time since the last book and i seriously is anticipating for jk rowling magic words to fill my brain..and of cux,the new movie is supposed to come up this nov..yays
aniw focus focus focus..i needa focus on the presentation tml..
and school term is starting for all secondary and jc kids..have funn ((:

loves.

one month

2005-06-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

*one whole month since i started school..
goshs,time flies,doesnt it?
projects and projects are all tt fills up my mind and i jus submit one project today..*claps
i wish all sajcians good lucks to blk and dun panic..u all can do it :D

loves,
the glam one.

ice princess

2005-06-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

and so i went to plaza sing to watched this movie with my sis..a pity its not publicised greatly cux its a great show..i have been looking forward to its release since i saw the trailer online..and its not bad at all..i like the way they do the ice skating thing in the show..and catch it only in Golden Village now!!

sometimes i feel that im alone thou im surrounded by friends..im have a face and its wearing a mask..im waiting to meet someone i trust enough to show the face beneath the mask..the friend or that person who im willing to let in on myself..
i feel pissed today.i need to vent in my diary..have i not done enough?i have been giving in all this while..and ure bad mouthing me behind my back..i hope u get run down by the car and I WILL NEVER GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN..i ll cry in ur funeral,and claps my hand and laughed like nobody's business behind your back too!
im soo evil but all i can say is she deserved it..

i went towning today..and the shaw center was pratically exploding with pple cux the world's coolest cutest hottest 3 chinese are in town today..edison chen,shawn yue and jay chou
i feel like gg to catch em,but lucky i nv..i ll probably be squeezed flat..

im feeling really PISSED today!! )):

and i feel like im a crybaby.i want to hold someone's shoulder and let the tears flow like nobody's business..and i hope the world would stop spinning at that particular moment..can i ask for more,for the earth to stop spinning forever..

bitchy idiot

2005-06-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

on friday.i went to get my pay with weehoon.then i went to mango raffles city to visit my colleagues.hmm,of cux,its to ask em to reserve the clothes for me..they are so nice,even told me the price aft sales..so i jus take everything i liked,tried it,see the price on sale..and decide whether i want to buy..of cux,there's nothin muchs..but i saw a nice shades..which i think i shd be buying..and the perfume which is not on sales,but staff discount!!then i dunno why i spend my entire time there until lates,so went home instead of towning.i got a brown addidas top aniw..one of my fave colour nw ((:

then saturday.i woke up late.then i had to go help my mum post letters.and then i went town with fionna.aniw fiona,if ure reading this,i had funn,as always..thanks for finding youu,ure oso the coolest thing that slapped me..love ya..aniw ya we went to mango again..then i went to taka to eat the kfc..then the cashier,i think jealous we pretty..SCREAM at me!!im like soo pisssed i seriously feel like complaining to the manager.but im sucha nice person

me : i want the double chicken meal
kfc staff : do u want cripsy?
me : ya,and can i change the drinks to....
---cut off by her--- kfc staff slams the cashier
kfc staff : YOU WANT CRISPY OR ORIGINAL?

stupid bitch..i said YA wahs..im like soo damn mad..but oh wells..i bot a bag at $9 oni..and some stuff from SPOTLIGHT..and i had a nice time ((:

green green green..its my fave colour now

i blogged at 1.28am

a good laugh

2005-06-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

i haven had a good laugh for soo long b4 i started school..
but aft i start school,it was laughter,giggles and snickers non-stop..
i nv had sucha funn in school since first 3 months..
we were clicking the cameras non-stop..
and a bunch of pple who had funn in school without missing lessons..
i hate to miss lessons,u see
how funn is my class..
go figure

from the bus stop

to lecture hall

to tutorial room

to our free time

and playing a fool

acting cool

and combining our riches

and our ngee ann membership cards

see we are having soo muchs funs hanging out with each other

on the other hand,i feel like im drifting apart from alot of people..my toilet gang,my 1st 3mths besties,my 04a51 pretties,my other friends..what is happening??
pls tell me its becux u all are working ur butt off blk test and have no time to meet.am i dreaming or is this true..i dunno...

on a happier note,im getting my pay tml,finally..and its shoppin' time i needa get some more tops and that thing and this..my money is gg to disappear in a blink of time..woa..

i miss youu *winks ((:

community service

2005-06-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

friday
i was dismissed at 12pm.whoo-hoo early.then i went to check my bank balance,which haven bloody increase at all..i was waiting for my mango pay and i think its painful waiting for the pay when there s hell lots of things i need to get arrgggh
after going to the bank,i met fiona at my bus stop and we went towning,we had pretty much nth to do and there s no movies to catch so we just walked ard..yeaps,and i saw this nice roxy necklace in gold..nahs,i want it in silver..i went from pacific plaza to surfbabe at wisma,but they didnt have it,i was kinda sad,but i already sorta give out so i can buy my espirit tee with the money..was heading to espirit when fiona steer me to paragon.soo we went to the roxy shop and saw that necklace in silver!i was in sucha dilemma,but i decided to go for the necklace..when i stupidly had no clothes to wear to school..oh,whatever,i still love that necklace

saturday
hmm,i wake up in the morning to do community service..it was just to deliver some food to ONE family at holland v that area..my god,and they are giving us cca points for just that..i was invited into the house of the family with rene and daisy..they dun look very poor,but their hse mayb very diff from us.that makes me lucky to have a proper house,was supposed to do projects,but my grp members have to work
aniw i went to clean my ah ma hse again..this time for $20 just mopping the floor..hehe
i rushed through my assignments at night to midnite..staying home on saturdays s no fun at all..there are no tv shows to catch at all..i shall meet up ppl on saturday
then diana told me abt the topshop midnight madness sale tt starts at 9.30pm,which gets me really tempted,but aniw i hate being out at night,i ll just do with shopping in the day.. ((:

sunday
im slacking..im gg swimming ltr..i needa do my macro econs homework..gosh,gotten rid of a levels but i have not got rid of ECONS!i hope i pass in poly aniw cux its not easy to understand..i need help,then rene asked me want to get tuition for it anot?haha,i want to tuition pple,no $ to tuition myself.aniw i blift i ll get pass it.im eating cadbury now...which makes me think of the ad

wouln't it be nice if the world is cadbury..........
so i changed my blog's song!

tata,i miss youu *winks

getting by

2005-06-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

im trying hard to catch the time as it flies by..
wow,time really flies..its so fast and im into the middle of 3rd week of school,soon,its ll be the weekend and i start all ovr again..
im have been feeling unwell.flu cold mucus phlegm the works..my nose is blocked and i blowed my nose a dozen times it still doesnt help..and my nose hurts now..arrgh.save me!

aniw sch has been a whirl this few weeks and i more or less gotten used to it..but im soo clothes-less i keep wearing the same whole things all again..u all are lucky u all are still in the nice SA uniform,but ahhaha,uni ll come soon for youu all too..

im getting on well with the class girls in my class,and ahem the guys,dunno what to say..will fill u all up..aniw yeap,they are a nice bunch and im glad to meet em..

here's our super duper nice pictures again :

hey the 1st ones is nice but the 2nd wan abit not soo nice,but still its still my class!

ahh there goes my class and now us..

im having fun ((:

loves.princess blogged 8.33pm

i just watched this

2005-06-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

i just watched this.its really comical and its really nice,that guy in that show is like soo SWEET.and the mother,ahh no need to mention.aniw i went out with fiona today to get things and get some shoppin' done,but i bot nothing.aniw i gotta go,catch the show when ure free.miss ya all lots..yeanling if ure reading this,pls tellme what to get for u.ahhha ((:

my loves

2005-06-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

im soo looking forward to this this this..and they kip postponing the screening..arrgh..jay chou.edison chan.and the racing cars.

2005-05-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

my new classmates and the amazing people i hang out with in school..we are gg to have so muchie fun tgt..ahh..aniw sch was boring today im im gg to nap awhile..tata..

new life

2005-05-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

its been sooo long since i updated..wow..
im done with the crummy job long ago and i started a totally new life im my new school..

i made friends with ppl fr diff backgrounds and im okay..im quite happy in school except abit blur abt stuffs and things..

today is the starting of my 2nd week..thanks for all who have been so concerned.im fine..thanks..muacks,and for those who have been missing out,ahh,thats so sad..better come talk to me..or i ll forget u altogether..im soo sorry for not updating soon enough..but here im and i ll try to update soon

i miss ya all and im gg to rapture to see wanting pretty face on saturday AND nit forgetting the rest of the pretty faces too..i miss u all like shit..but im enjoying too..

off for swimming..muACKS,will update my pics soon enuff.. ((:

crummy job

2005-05-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

i ve got a crummy job that doesnt even pay good and its hurting my legs like crazzy
i hate to work,why do we hafta work to get the bucks..arrrgh
i missed the camp i paid $20 for.cux i think im just not ready to be ra-ra.
i wana continue living in the group of friends i ve alreadi got.
but it doesnt hurt to get to know more pple.alrite,im gonna lighten up and lighten up everyone ard me.

im gonna soak up the sun.04.28pm

2005-05-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

a bird that has lost her wings..

cannot fly in the sky known as memory.

but,i still believe..

..that as long as im living in the present..

..memories are like flowing time,

being born anew.

mango crazzy

2005-04-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

starting tomorrow,im going to be a temporary mango girl in raffles city..feel free to drop in to see me,but no discount guaranteed!and dont be shock by my ultimate ugly image cux work wah,anyhow wear..must the clothes are quite formal thou,first time in my life,or mayb 2nd time,im wearing heels..woa,check it out babes! ((:

aniw i went to levis interview,nearly become a levis girl but i rejected their nice offer..ahhh,im so regretting now.but nevertheless i ll work hard in mango..with my best friend fr primary school.come se us make a fools of ourselves.hahahaha

just to fill ya all up.
love youu guys.
im simply enjoying mangoes,im eating the supee nice fruit right now.

princess mango-lover blogged at 10.15pm

dolls

2005-04-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

dolls i created.its a pretty game. click this webby*

have much fun like me ((:

01.18am..hitting my bed..i'll always remember.......

im deep in thots

2005-04-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes im thinking..
why do i feel so great and comfortable with some friends and when we part our ways like 5mins,i missed em like shit.i get their sms and i felt over the moon..
and why do i forced myself to go and meet some friends which after i ll feel so pissed and irritated.but some,i just dun feel like bringing the hp to my face and replying.
im rating friends,i know its totally wrong.BUT i dunwan to.
its just in my mind,my brain start dividing em into levels.
i love all my friends,but my brain just chose to function that way i couldnt make it stop.
i shall just accept the fact that nobody is perfect and try to compromise with all.

but the bottomline is i still love em all,so u all shant worry much

yeaps,today met up with sok and bingting.they looked as pretty as i saw em on saturday.they always do look great,which is so lucky.had a short chat with em and missed the times in SA where we would simply sit down and gossip.we hardly meet up animore,its saddening,but i noe its one of the friendship tt ll last.

on saturdae.
i went to this sok's friend's sis's best friend's birthday party.partly becux of the free food.
but the party oni starts at 12am.and they served oni alcoholic drinks.and duno how sok and friend persuade em to gimme 7-up cux i dun like the drinks.ahha,im sucha good girl.
host is nice,kip hugging us and taking pictures with us when we r leaving.nice pple there.
reached home at 4am.first time in 17 years

the 9pm show is pretty nice.fann wong is so gorgeous there.im drooling watching her

08.58pm.gonna catch the show.catch ya guys soon ((:

dumb dumber dumbest

2005-04-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

days sure passed like a breeze..
1 book read in a day
2.5 months i ve been out of a job
3 months since i bought my mobile
4 months since i steeped in SA
5 times of swimming for the past month
6 months since i studied anything
7.8.9. i missed my friends from everywhere
10 dollars i spent on a green skirt today

anyway,yesterdae at home,i did the dumbest thing.i think i make it as the worst home-maker ever to be born.here goes:
was cleaning the house using the hi-tech vaccum cleaner then i saw 2 strands oh hair on the basin.u know.there's a tube thing and there's one thing connected to it.so i took off that thing so i can just suck the 2 strands into the cleaner.but i was wrong.my sis contact lens case got suck in instead.wth.so the case cover got suck in.i got out the case just by knocking the tubey thing.but the case cover was stuck even deeper that i cant retrieve.so i decided to heck care.then stuck tt thing back to the tube.but i was irritated by the sound.it produced a diff sound from b4 where the cover is not stuck.so..i got one hanger that my mum long ago want to throw away cux its so easy to bend,hoping to retrieve the cover for my sis..and to make sure nobody notices it.then then then,the stupid hanger got stuck in the tubey thing altogether.and today,the cleaner was giving a hissing sound that seems to shout : help me,there's stuffs stuck in my stomach.i was irritated la,but i dunno how to get both the thing out.somebody help me.then my sis came back and asked where's her lens cover,im like keep giggling.then they all know its me.but i haven told em the story yet,one i thing when i go back to sch and someone else starts vacuuming,someone will know.cant blift im like so dumb.

'beauty fades,but dumb is FOREVER.'
--judge judy

then today went for registration in the poly.look at laptops.all boring stuffs.then this guy pysco us aka me and kat to go to the FOC camp.hello.its freshman orientation camp.not free-of-charge.so i oso dunno why i signed up.aniw kat,my friend say there ll be another BA camp that we ll hafta go in the middle of may,its compulsory!
all the camps,hafta go stock up on fbts and sports bra when i have no $$..one of this day,im gg to do a calculation on my wardrobe.see the exact amount of blouse.tees.skirts.pants .dresses,oh-no.dress.cux i have one oni one from topshop for my grad nite.aiya,if im desperate,i ll wear tt to school too.then measure up what i need and see what matches what.hafta prepare,cant possibly have too much bottoms than tops,which i think is the problems with my wardrobes.ahh,in one year i tell u.i can open a rental clothes shop cause i ll have everything.

then i went all the way to yishun to help my old ah-ma mop the house.wth.like she ll break her bones while cleaning the hse.admit it.she's just lazy.ok,im not being a mean girl here,but she very bias and i have.never.been.close.to.her.when im old.i would rather kil myself then be old and useless.i wanna be rich.and.powerful.isnt that just great.i wana be a gardener,that plants beautiful flowers.

im thinking,no one ll read this far right.its soo long,but if u do,pls lemme know by tagging me.i would kiss u and love u to bits

aniw,gotta catch my beauty sleep.12.11am

i tried but there were always people unhappy

2005-04-12T18:48:00.000+08:00

felt totally fed up ysd because of the getting-of-sok's-present,someone told me they cant afford..i mean im not exactly rich now too,but she's our one-of-the-most-important-person,we should at least get her sth good right?and after spending hours looking for the presents,some just said they cant afford,sorta don agree of what we want to buy..i need to let off steam: if u wana be soo choosy.why in the 1st place dun wana join us in the present-hunt?sometimes u dun cared at all,which is why i couldnt be bother much too!

i filled up my poly forms ysd night,realised i had to sent out one of the forms b4 8 apr,there,i missed the date cux couldnt bother to read everything..nvm,i ll just hand it up on friday..yeas,friday im going to the school to register on this fridayand look for notebooks..im soo excited..and i cant wait for term to start,for first,gonna spend lotsa money there

today had bonding time with my parents..and i wake up from 6am,haven woken up soo early for soo loong,totally sleepy now

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
You must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone
Something that's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face in a mirror, there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess...

You feel far from goodNeed to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things ou
tNot telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true, what they say about you
You couldn't care less 'bout a thing surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on...

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come...

this is soo true,anione wants the songs,i'll be glad to send it..

princess in a disguise blogged at 07.05pm